Much has happened in my life lately. Some facts have disappointed me highly; while others have given me immense mirth. Life…….always so full of paradoxes; so dazzlingly confusing at times that you never can think of how to react to it. Never really succeed in understanding yourself; for you can never really succeed in completely justifying your own choices.
It truly is ironical how, at every stage of our lives; we have to struggle to prove ourselves over and over again. No matter what you accomplish; this world will always question your failures and thus……doubt you. That is why it always is so difficult to live up to people’s expectations. Slave for them for half your life and they shall still doubt your actions and sense betrayal.
Well, I can really blame people now can I. Facts always do remain so and thus there is nothing you can do to ever change them. But to all who read this……..know that if people ever doubted me………….soon, I shall prove them wrong. I cant bear to cause pain to the souls who form my world. Let this be a promise to them all now……..I promise to regain my identity soon. As a human I am helpless; but Inshallah; I shall never allow anyone to doubt me again.